The Best View In Life

Before I go to work this evening, I was contemplating about the things I really want to do in life. I am a bit torn to the things I want versus the things God has planned for my life. And lastly, I am thinking what is that the great future I am really waiting  for. Is that the best or there’s more which I don’t know yet but I am waiting.. for an adventure.

You all know that I am nurse by profession, and more than that I want to write, speak in public, cook and bake, entrepreneurship, travel local and abroad, spend time with my family and friends, help and encourage people. I want to inspire. I want people to see that there is hope and light in this world. I’m not the answer but Jesus.

I dream of having a good life since I was a child. Big house and a sports car. I want to achieve those things in life for me and my family but still I don’t want to get lost with God’s plan for me. I know in my heart that I belong in the medical field. God is using my hands, talent, skills and knowledge to be the light in the hospital, in the pediatric ward, or in the ICU.

But nonetheless, I am so blessed apart from God. All this trials I am facing, all this questions unanswered brings excitement in my life. I hate the boredom and routines so this path that I may be walking may not be a straight path but could be sometimes crooked like a river. I may still commit mistakes and errors in life but I know God’s mercy is never ending and His grace is suffice for my everyday mountain trekking. This is the life I wanted and I know this is not a roadblock but rather the trail I am walking upwards would give me the best view in life, view on top.